I feel like I took a hiatus from life this afternoon. not on purpose. it just…happened. which I think was my body’s way of telling me that it had finally reached “empty”.
I woke up around 3:45am today and couldn’t fall back asleep. after church, I came home and crashed on my bed, hidden under my electric heating blanket and with my electric fireplace blazing heat into my room. and I laid there for 3 hours. doing…absolutely nothing. you would think one would fall asleep during this time. I guess I forgot to mention that as soon as I got home from church, I had a cup of fully caffeinated coffee. because I hadn’t had coffee all day yet. and I have no self-control in that area. #epicfail.
I watched 1 episode of “Beyond Boarders”, a surf documentary series put out by Steelroots – a Christian extreme sports ministry. and then I was curious to see what Steelroots was currently putting out, so I pulled up their website on my phone – and they are no more. that was sad. they put a super cool video on their site though, explaining that they had closed down production for now. what I loved about it is that they also totally encouraged viewers to go be the Gospel to others. if you’re interested to see it, you can go here: http://steelroots.com/
anyway, I had no motivation whatsoever to get out of bed all afternoon. this is totally not like me. but at the same time, I didn’t feel guilty about it – because I can’t even remember the last time this happened. I eventually got up to say hi to my roommate who came home. I made my bed. turned off the heating blanket. stood in my room staring blankly at nothing in particular. looked back at my now-made bed. and threw myself down on it again for another 1/2 hour or so.
I really have no point to this post. but I suppose that’s OK.
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