cowbells

helloooooooo!

i think of things each day that i'm like "oooh, i want to write a post about that" and by the time i get back to my room, it's all i can do to keep my eyes open long enough to get emails. boo. it doesn't help that i'm fighting a stupid cold right now, which makes me even more tired.

man, this last month of school is so busy. work is making everyone work extended and overtime hours, and that means i'm working 32 hours a week (Tuesday-Saturday). sad. it's a nicer paycheck, but it's not worth the sacrifice of social time and homework time (which i really probably wouldn't do much of anyway, but that's not the point...). i hardly ever get to hang out with friends now, which is sad because the year is drawing to a close and some people won't be coming back (big j adams - LU's still accepting super seniors for next year, c'mon).

the worst part is that my quiet time with my Savior has been lacking the past week or so because i'm not making the time to get alone with Him. i love that time alone with Him and i do it out of pure desire to know Him more, not because of some "unspoken Christian law" that says you have to spend a set amount of time each day with God. but yet, if i desire that time so much, how come i have such a hard time making the time for it?

i don't even know if that last paragraph made sense, but i'm on the phone w/marissa so i'm going to just post this and get back to it later. so disregard any randomness or uncompleted thoughts.

:)

keep it real.
~jen~